Tuesday, August 25, 2009

hi again...

I spent June and July fighting to go to Cyprus. Let me tell you what..
It didn't happen. Well at least i went to England. A month there got my head on straight... Well as straight as it gets xD

There i actually found out what I'm going to study in 1... 2... 3... years :)
That is big news because i fried my friends brains with this subject. Ha ha
My apologies my friend.

So how my little souvenir of my UK holidays?

So i went to this indoor swimming pool with my favourite cousin.
We were swimming and outside it was raining. Ha ha.
As always i was checking around for guys. (Well what can i do its in me.)
and i spot this very cute guy.

i told my cousin and we started gossiping and analyzing him.
yeah and apparently he was wearing a very tight swim suite. ha ha imagine that.
he was a hunk with a capital H.

Right so as you understand we were in our world floating and laughing.
This pool had a wave machine and they turned it on a couple of times per hour.
So the waves were started and we were floating in them still laughing out heads off.
That was for about ten minutes.
Because of the waves we were moved a little bit to the right.

Up until this day i have been wearing a bracelet my mum gave me a year ago and i never took it off.
So my cousin told he was looking so i glanced over to him on the deep end holding my bracelet and looking right at me.
for a second all i did was look at him wondering if was stupid or something.
But then i saw my bracelet in his hands.
"Oh shit my bracelet." was all i said. Me and my cousin were together sitting on this float so i just jumped off causing the float to lose balance and throw my cousin in the water.

i walked as fast as i could in the water which was not very fast.
in the second it took me to get there he left my bracelet on the side and started swimming really fast away. i got the bracelet and i saw it was closed. Well that is weird cause it wand slip off with no power in the world.

My cousin came over the second he left. she was still coughing the water she swallowed.
"What on earth happened sylv? and why is he going out? he just came here."
"I'm sorry i tipped you over. But he found my bracelet." i said.
"Well that's weird." was all she said.

the we stayed twenty minutes more and got in the gyms shower and got dressed.
it must have been a good thirty minutes since the bracelet incident. we walked out fully dressed in jeans and a T-shirt. He was standing in a corner and staring at me. I didn't notice him but my an-eye-for-everything cousin paused and gently nudged me.

"He is staring again" she said looking at the salad bar.

I looked over and he continued to stare at me. So i held up my wrist with my bracelet and muttered "thanks" to him. He nodded and took his bag and left.

And that was it my little weird piece of my holidays that for some weird reason every time i look at my bracelet i remember that incident.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Wtf?


Why do most of the people look for "true" love?
If you ask me that's stupid...
hello theres about 6.77 billion people on planet earth!!
how on earth are you going to find that someone who has the same brains as you?
or has the same wants as you?
we are all different!! even by a Little enzyme we are all diferent...
are you really going to search 6.77 BILLION to find your stinken true love??
Just stick with what you can get your hands on and say thank you..
And what if you find yous so called true love?
You think it going to be so perfect?
ill tell you one thing your not going to fight ever..
for crying out loud thats like eating noddles withous the little package of spices in it..
just boild wormy macaroni witch is good for you and it isent fattning... SO WHAT?
What if it good for you? its so good for you you have to gulp it down because there is not TASTE!!!
what the hell is life without the spices?
Stop daydreaming!!
You are going to be mesruble... you and that person!!!
Just dont fuss and say please and thank you for what you have..
gready little worm... (joke)


Just be happy with the small thing so when you have the big ones yous even more happier!!








Saturday, April 11, 2009

Interesting facts...


Barack Obama...


Barack Hussein Obama (Known as Berry in high school) was born Aug. 4, 1961, in Honolulu, Hawaii. Barack's mother was a white Christian from Kansas and his father was Muslim from Kenya. His name means "one who is blessed" in Swahili, but he was known as "O'Bomber" because of his basketball skills during the high school years. Interesting facts about Barack Obama: he tried cocaine and marijuana, Barack uses Apple Mac for his computer needs, Secret Service gave him code name "renegade", Barack smokes cigarettes and he never drinks coffee, he is left-handed and loves to play poker.



Deeper love facts...

What is love? David Icke said: "Infinite Love is the Only Truth Everything Else is Illusion." However, scientists tried to explain love using our genes as the base of the medical study. Basically, they found that we are attracted to persons that are genetically immune to the diseases and weaknesses that we are weak to. However, Alchemy teaches us completely different approach. Alchemy or old sacred studies believe that our body (Personal Self) is build around four energies (or four egos) that make up our Personal Self (our body). Those four energies are: Physical Energy with its Needs, Sensational with its Desires, Emotional with its Feelings and Intellectual Energy with its Ideas. To reach Higher Self (our soul) these energies must be balanced. Since this is very hard to do in our distorted world, we usually seek for someone (soul mate) that will help us achieve Higher Existence (same like our genes our soul mate’s energies could fill half empty energies and empty our half spilling energies). Alchemy believes that we are not born with the soul, only with the seed of spirituality, and that our purpose in this dimension is to find our souls or to find our Higher Self. You wanted to make gold from the ordinary metal? Well finding love is the only solution or maybe you should meditate till you find your true balancing power.



Stuff in the rectum ....

* rectum is the vigina *

Foreign bodies in the rectum are a common occurrence and most of the cases are treated with anesthesia before removing objects. Patients have usually made multiple attempts to remove the object themselves before consulting the professional. Common objects inserted are fruits, balls, bottles, vibrators, vegetables, and balls. However, interesting fact is that professors D. Busch and J. Starling; Madison, Wisconsin in 1986 did research and study report on strange rectal foreign bodies. Some of the unusual objects found in the anus and rectum include: magazine, beer glass, seven light bulbs, two flashlights, knife sharpener, frozen pigs tail, wire spring and tobacco pouch.


Yoshiro Nakamatsu Facts ...

Yoshiro Nakamatsu the Japanese inventor is one of the greatest minds in the human history. With over 3000 patented inventions Yoshiro received Nutrition Nobel prize for photographing and retrospectively analyzing every meal he has consumed during a period of 36 years. His most creative time is between 12am and 4am and he never sleeps more than four hours. He loves to invent underwater with his special waterproof Plexiglas writing pad. He said that "oxygen is the enemy for the brain". Archimedes, Michael Faraday, Marie Curie, Nikola Tesla and Yoshiro Nakamatsu were chosen by U.S. Science Academic Society as the five greatest scientists in the history. Yoshiro has an age goal to live over 144 years and every day he eats a special mixture of dried shrimp, seaweed, cheese, yogurt, eel, eggs, beef, and chicken livers-all fortified with vitamins. Some of his inventions: floppy disk, taxicab meter, CD, DVD, digital watch, Cereberex chair, Love Jet 200 etc.




Fact about Pablo Picaso...

His full name was "Pablo Diego José Francisco de Paula Juan Nepomuceno María de los Remedios Cipriano de la Santísima Trinidad Martyr Patricio Clito Ruíz y Picasso". While living in Paris (1900) Pablo had lots of financial problems and he burned many of his paintings to stay warm. Besides his wife he had many mistresses. Pablo loved to work with the candle light. His first exhibit was at the age of thirteen. Interesting fact is that Steve Wynn owner of the Picasso's famed "Dream" painting poke the hole accidentally through the multimillion dollar painting while showing his friends portrait of Picasso's mistress Marie-Therese Walter.



Facts abous Albert Einstain...



facts Einstein declined the presidency of the state of Israel when it was offered to him in 1952 by state leaders. The element einsteinium, discovered in 1952, was named in honor of Albert Einstein. Picture of Einstein sticking his tongue was taken on his 72nd birthday by annoying press photographer Arthur Sasse. Albert loved the photo so much that he cut his image out and send it to all his friends.



Lying Facts...

facts Lie is usually manifested by these signs: a sudden increase in the number of \"ums\" and \"ahs.\", overly defensive, no eye contact, lying is stressful, they will try to be sarcastic, turning his body away from you, talking fast, making statements that contradict each other, unusual body language or a hand reaching to cover mouth.


Richest people in the world facts...


facts We actually had to modify this fact due to recent changes in the billionaire world. Thirteen years our buddy Bill Gates from Winblows was the richest man in the world. However, as of 2008 the top five richest people are: 1. Warren Buffett (Stocks and investments), 2.Carlos Slim Helu (Mexican telecom mogul), 3. William Gates III (Windows and more), 4. Lakshmi Mittal (World's largest steelmaker - India), 5. Mukesh Ambani (Petrochemicals giant Reliance Industries - India). We will try to update this list as soon as rich get richer.








Wednesday, April 1, 2009

check this out..

http://www.miniclip.com/games/ourworld/en/

Guys see this game its an online multiplayer game on miniclip..

i liked it..

hope is not total boolshit.. xD

Monday, March 30, 2009

5 good things..



Thanks teenage dreamer..


So this is going to be easy..


1. As the pic says good thing happen over coffee.. I agree completly.. i love

at debenhams cafeteria and *bucks.. hehe..


2. i like walking in towels after a looong bath around the house.. i like to air

looool.


3. i like washing my hand this verry hot water and then drying them with the

A.C air.. its fantastic try it!!


4. I also like having a toy fighting with my friends.. hehe!!! good times..


5. Long sleep ins until 3 o clock in the afternoon..



ok now i call on Alex , Doukaton , apogevmatinos 8anatos , georgia ,
prasini neraida
































the other half of me..

Do we even have another half of us?
is possible? the true love..
the one that we feel complete to be with ?
how about its not true love...
what if our other half is a person you lived the most of your life with
without even knowing that you need it so much until you are separated
what if the other half is split to tiny pieces and given to your most trusted and old friends so when your together you become
a complete hole... have you ever felt that?
maybe when we say the other half of is meant to go to the people we need the most and not the truest love of them all...
i believe in love don't get me wrong but maybe there is something in this life that we don't see clearly and we focus on the love..
what if you love someone as a brother or a sister..
and when your with them you feel complete..
it a nice feeling and i experienced it a lot of times...
maybe someones true half used to be a best friend and turned in to the
greatest love of them all..
but don't only think the other half is meant on lovers is meant to friend too...

this is a nice song... goes with my title.. i like her voice..




Tuesday, March 17, 2009

5 things i hate..

This is a response to darkness imprisoning me... ;)

1. I hate it when i go to have a nice hot shower and somebody has been cleaning my bathroom and the floor is all wet, and i always absolute always fall down when the floor is wet i hit my head and it takes me abut 15 minutes to get up cause the floor is still wet...
Then i go to have a shower and before im done the water goes cold ugh!!
Its drives me maaaaad!!! you cleaned my bathroom, you left the floor wet then i fall down, BUT DID YOU HAVE TO USE THE HOT WATER TO CLEAN IT?!
i mean it not like the floor is going to go "oh you asshole your using cold water!" ITS A FLOOR!!!


2. So you sleep on the weekends until late... And the stupid maid comes in and opens the curtains for you.. AAA!! that's it shes dead i say and then i start shouting and throwing stuff of course shes gone with a all star on her head.. BUT SHE DIDN'T CLOSE THE CURTAIN.. Than mean i have to get up and close it? i think i should cause i hate sun in the morning i burns my eyes.. like a vampire.. ;)


3.When its a school day i usually see this stupid lady that lives a floor under us and shes all like "hi sweety" AAA!!! that stupid bitch she makes my life like a hell when my parents are out of the country.. I HATE HER !!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! UGH!!!


4.When I'm watching a movie or something i like on tV it is a very important time.. I'm at my best mood.. i am actually concentrating on the film AND THE STUPID COMMERCIAL IS ON!! I don't care if Ariel is cheep or the gambling place is called "o asomatos" <---- xD i just what to watch the film is it too much to ask? .This last time i when with my friend to see a movie and there was these 6year-old BABIES!! They would not leave any detail out.. Say it raining in the movie and there out and all wet.. they say " AAA the water is hot that why they are not cold my grandad told me.." or when the character of the movie are kissing " you thing they are taking breath mints?" I Tell you that when i really get pissed of.. loll that time i actually turned around and said "shut up" or what i actually said was " fausa rokolu8kia!!"






5.this is what i REALLY hate .. when i buy new cloths ans there is this tag on the back.. and sometimes i forget it and i want to scratch it.. GRRR! do i have to cut them all out.. stupid unnecessary invention of stupid humans I HATE YOU..





That's 5 of them.. so if anyone who is reading this and they haven't done this in their blog DO IT... see ya ;)











And this is another song i like.. enjoy


Friday, March 13, 2009

why are they doing this?


Are people going completely mad?
why on earth are they raping babies and children?
hello! imagine only that in the world charts man and woman are 1:4
yes that means that every man on the world can have FOUR mates!! adult there age there standards.. Why children? why babies? where is this world coming to if people rape innocent little lives where they haven't done anything yet.. its up to us to raise them to become our next generation.. What if in the next generation half of the population on earth has been raped as a child... Will that be good?
I truly believe that these people are surely mad! they need to be some kind of brain wash. I know most of you , my friends haven't thought that you would have a little mini-me of yours but most of you would.. it would bring you joy,, would like your mini-me, a part of you to get hurt by living? Living in a world where people are so sick by even raping an infant.
But how can you ask for justice to come upon these people
when a police officer kills a teenage boy?
how can you trust them with protecting us?
Plus roomers have it that maybe we are all going to die on 2012 by a natural disaster.. are we? cause i think we are going to kill our self's before that..
why are people doing that?
self distracting the (until now) smartest being in the world?
our life is over by other sick people..
i cannot imagine us..
i cannot imagine our future...
do we even have one?
am i going to die on 18?
it looks to me we are a lost cause after all..
we are going to be distroyed and reappear again and again and again until we
get it wright...



Monday, March 9, 2009

age diferences..

First of all HappY woMan's daY!!! we live to make men work...



Have you ever thought why we hang out with people our ages?
i just did...
so why we hate staying for a long time with our old ant?
why do we hate spending time with kids?
but why do we sometime like hanging out with people older than us?
some of us like baby's as well( well that's because they don't talk)
and we like being sometime with grown up cause we see our future..
but our old siblings cause we are afraid of growing up to that level where your teeth fall out
and your afraid when you to crap cause old people die from crapping or falling as we say..
we hate spending time with kids cause they are all energetic and playful and they ask all the time why? why? why? why? ughh!!
but we where once there..
and we like sometimes baby's cause we cant remember being them so we are intrigued..
cant you feel we are so predictable sometimes??

Friday, March 6, 2009

Sorrrryyyyy!!


Ook i came clean with my earlier bad selections of song
and i got to say sorry guys..
so I'm going to make it up for you.. ;)
ok now let say the truth question by s.o.a.d is quite nice..
anyways these are song i absolutle loooove..
hope you like em!
tell me if you do..













Thursday, March 5, 2009

say what???


So we all now that the outside changes..
but does the inside too??
does the change make you lose your self?
or does it just make more self confident..
what is really going on on the inside..?
shooed someone be afraid of changes?
do you treat him differently or u don't forget your old friends?
where can one find the answers to this questions?
do you just wait and see?
or do you just go with the flow?
god I'm giving my self a headache
i guess I'm going to find out soon the truth..
hope i like it...
hope I'm just thinking like this without reason
but am i wrong
last time i was right...
hmmmmm....












hope you like it i didn't find a verry good quality sorry guys..











Wednesday, March 4, 2009

time..


time passes..
2 years ago i felt like dying but i had my buds to hold on to..
they gave me the strength i needed to get past all these dificault times..
when i am away from them i feel like someone is strangling me..
i can see the black little spots..
the only ounce of air i get is from the passing time
every second taking me back
taking me back to my home
my air..
my life
and this time all the sufuring of 2 years is coming to an end
i can see ..
i can breath..
i cunt the seconds..
i count the birthdays..
im here ..
im near..








Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Everything Has a Gender


Apples are Female - the best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for them as they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Wine is Male - it begins as a grape, and it's up to women to stomp the crap out of it until it turns into something acceptable to have dinner with.

Ziploc Bags are Male - they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.

Copiers are Female - once turned off it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed.

A Tire is Male - it goes bald and it is often over-inflated.

A Hot Air Balloon is Male - to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it (of course, there's the hot air part, too).

Sponges are Female - they're soft, squeezable and retain water.

A Web Page is Female - it is always getting hit on.

A Subway is Male - it uses the same old lines to pick people up.

An Hourglass is Female - over time the weight shifts to the bottom.

A Hammer is Male - it hasn't changed much over the last 5,000 years, but it is handy to have around.

A Remote Control is Female - it gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know the right buttons to push, he keeps trying!

A Water Faucet is Female - it can turn hot or cold in just a matter of moments.

A Safety Pin is Male - it is often useful in an emergency.

A Foreign Movie is Female - it is not always completely understood.

A Computer is Female - even your smallest mistakes are stored in memory.

Monday, February 23, 2009

old and funny song but true ;p!!

I say let us put man and a woman together
To find out which one is smarter
Some say man but I say no
The woman got the man de day should know

And not me but the people they say
That de man are leading the women astray
But I say, that the women of today
Smarter than the man in every way
That’s right de woman is uh smarter
That’s right de woman is uh smarter
That’s right de woman is uh smarter, that’s right, that’s right

Ever since the world began
Woman was always teaching man
And I you listen to my bid attentively
I goin’ tell you how she smarter than me

Samson was the strongest man long ago
No one could a beat him, as we all know
Until he clash with Deliah on top of the bed
She told them all the strength was in the hair of his head

You meet a girl at a pretty dance
Thinking that you would stand a chance
Take her home, thinking she’s alone
Open de door you find her husband home

I was treating a girl independently
She was making baby for me
When de baby born and I went to see
Eyes was blue it was not by me

Garden of Eden was very nice
Adam never work in Paradise
Eve meet snake, Paradise gone
She make Adam work from that day on

Methusaleh spent all his life in tears
Lived without a woman for 900 years
One day he decided to have some fun
The poor man never lived to see 900 and one



like it guys?? VERY old!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Fishing... x]


Some times you do stuff you think they wont hart anyone like staying a little bit longer fishing with the rest of the people with some leave . You don't do anything in particular that you don't do any day like minding your own business but it turn out to annoy other people..
Truly i don't really care any more i do what i like and that is it the sun the water the sounds clear my and if other people don't like it.. well you know the way! some times they may say that you are going a very bad person or that you care only for your self but where does caring for people who only use you for some purpose take you? you lose a lot from your life. so my idvise just care for your close ones. care for people who care back and dont think of the consequinses or how much they shout to you or what stuff they say to you just care about what best for you and your loved ones..

Btw guys the pics from up they are taken from me..
hope you like the song ..


Thursday, February 19, 2009

Enter Sandman

Music i like..



I never thought i would like rock & metal this much before last summer
when my friends came one day to my home and started playing songs from metallica , breaking Benjamin , system of a down , anathema , iron maiden and all these grate bands. And i found my true music soul!! lol
thanks guys love ya!


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

In my head..


There isn't a minute that i don't miss my friends.
I miss my life with them..
The reason i laugh with them..
The stupid thing we did in class..
The clearness of my head.
I feel im on another world or something.
How does that work?
I want to take my mum and go back..
She has to finish what she started here
She promised me that we are going back
I believe her but one part of me thinks.
Will it be
the same?
Will i be a part of them as they are NOW a part of me?
Or will i be some different unattached part that just hangs out with them.
So many thing going in my head.
So much responsibility not to let down
anyone and still i fill im doing it wrong
I want to go back to my old self
But i believe that im not going to be the same
Only my outside feelings will be the same..
I don't feel like a teen
I feel old! I want to go back to that summer that my friend used to sneak in my house and take me by surprise in the morning
I want to feel the same way in my heart..
I miss this girl shes one of my best friends the most steady part of me..
I miss the others to.
With all of the i feel to be my old crazy self.
Now all i feel is responsibility..
am i Crazy in a bad way?
I don't think so only that people depend on me..
I think im not thinking like anyone in my age..
I got much much more on my head..
I hope when i go back i will be the same..
But the odds are not good.
I love my friends..
They where there when i needed a hand to hold on to
I hope they feel the same way i do..
I don't understand why everyone is depending on me..
who am i?
i don't like hurting people..
i just want to go home

The weird ways of life..


So this guys takes his friend to a company. and tells him that this job is stupid and they have to get some money and go. So the other guy believes him cause he's like his best friend like a brother blah blah blah.They all live in the same house with us. So they guy who said that stuff hes was all " aw i don't know whats going on with him (he means guy no.2) and i will talk to him, and i believe in this job" as you already know its lots of crap. so guy no.2 looks like the bad guy. So when the guy no.1 goes for holidays guy no.2 and us came in touch and we saw that he didn't know much about us as we did about him. Hell and he start saying i hate guy no.1 for this mistake he should go out and stuff like that. But don't you think he has some sharing to do in this mistake as much as guy no.1? why? He lived in the same bloody house with us and he didn't even try to see why are we acting so stressed , why are we pressurizing work to come ? It was like he was totally blindfolded cause guy no.1 was hes best friend SO WHAT? Would you stay in the dark when all these weird thing happen to prove you wrong? You where in the same freaking house for goodness sake do some investigating don't stay like a bloody dog and eat what they give you. Anyways after a while we found out that guy no.1 started saying stuff behind our backs and doing business with other people oh i hate when people thing to their utmost interest God! i mean so what is it better to stab your friend in the back so you get some extra money and then come back to them when you need them and start saying " i love you guys and i will anything about you"? How does he feel man!!! See now im not only holding live up cause obviously sore some reason everything i do or say affects the hole bung of people like (guy no.1, guy no.2, mum) really i mean i don't care that much about being the strong point of my mum but the rest of them? what the hell?? why me?? and now guy no.2 i trying to hirt guy no.1 using me ! HAVE YOU ASKED ME?? i dont care about your stupid situation you broght this up on yourselfs where do i come in? Ha?

The beggining..


Everybody thinks that a broken family is a tragedy
Yeah right! That is total porky pies! You make the tragedy it doesn’t just happen.
So yeah I’m from split up parents I never gave it such thought
I always thought from every end there is a new beginning
But until you get to that lovely sunrise the night after dawn is something you can’t
Avoid. I live with my mum she is remarried with this guy who what there whenever I needed a dad
Cause mine was far away having his own nightmare. Mum is a CEO at a company which need a lot
Of traveling so they kept me with my nan long time it was suffocating so they decided I was
Mature enough to follow them in every country the went. In this next place we stay along time and
I actually call it HOME I have friends and best friend and childhood sweethearts but the business took
Us to this next place. The house is grand and we live with two of our friends. I’m a teen and I honestly
Have amore grown up mind than both of the put together.
Maybe it’s the circumstances that I have past through in life but I have thought my self to look up to
Every place the may put you and say thank you for the small nice things in life.
I have been the base in my mums life since she and my dad divorced so im holding everything together
And I do that well. I do my best not to let people down.
So people not wanting to make you guys get bored out of your head
I just say that in this blog ill be writing everything that’s goes in my head..
*ZzZ* I know I know..
There is also going to be some fun.
Lyrics of my songs that I like.
And funny moments.. x]!!!